What’s up with being a teen

I’m going to yap…

I mean I love being a teenager and all but I feel like I can’t even go out without being paranoid. Also there’s not much places to go without spending so much money (I’m so broke and it’s getting to a point T~T).
I wanna enjoy myself since I am getting over my social anxiety, slowly but surely, but it feels like i’m so behind in school, social interactions, and my work as well, since I do need to find a job and pass my permit and license ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 
I don’t wanna burn myself out but there’s so much with being a teen.