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Happy Halloween! ཐི ₍^.ˬˬ.^₎ ཋྀ

Happy Halloween everyone!

Here I have some pics of a pumpkin patch I was at, exactly three years ago!

Ok I was lowkey a Rick & Morty hater but I actually watched it and liked it 😭

I love Community which was also created by Dan Harmon so it makes sense

What’s something you changed your mind abt later?

How do people even use the lasso tool to make art on ibis paint x. I tried it myself and it took awhile to figure out this is all that came out of it

Dw queen I found this group and joined. Let me talk about one of my favorite wlw ship ami x Makoto or sailor mercury x sailor Jupiter. They are so cute and it was so cute how during Makoto gay panic episode that ami was her biggest supporter. It's always cute how ami was always makoto biggest supporter. Als that one clip where ami falls over and Makoto starts blushing real hard use to make me think as a kid that Makoto liked ami (this clip)

I'm gonna put a Trigger Warning for SA on this one for obvious reasons. I'll probably delete this post down the line, but whatever. I need to get this off my chest.

I was assaulted by my mom's bf about a month or two ago. Idk, I'm not really keeping count. He doesn't live with us to preface that. I told my mom the next day and she was devestated. She broke down crying, and told me word for word "I thought he loved me." We consoled each other and I really thought that would be the end of it. I never went to the police because there would have never been enough evidence.

When she confronts him, according to her, he denied it and said nothing happened. My mom is rightfully angry. The day after that? She tells me she talked to him and tells me "He knows what he did was wrong and wants to apologize to you." Apologize? She repeatedly makes excuses for him. "He just wanted to show you that you were pretty. He knows what he did was wrong." I yelled at her multiple times about how much this affected me, but I don't think it ever got through to her. She just tells me she's "in love". Ever since then, she's been constantly asking me when I'll forgive him, despite repeatedly telling her that I never will. I feel like I'm being gaslit into thinking what happened to me wasn't that bad. I've even almost convinced myself to forgive him just so everything can go back to normal, but I don't think I can ever bring myself to do so.

ao3 is down ... what are your best and go-to writing tips / advice ?

Ever since I learnt "show dont tell" i feel like my writing improved so much. I wonder if there's anything else of this sort!

gore-tober day 30: exposed bones

Ayaa chat, does anyone want a Toyhouse code? I have more than I know what to do with ✧

I want to rant but idk what specifically about and if it’s too depressing

If you are looking for an awesome bossa nova playlist FREE of AI, here's this video that shows 39 standard bossa nova instrumentals! If you need something to have in the background while studying or anything, this is good :D

https://youtu.be/wR__3bqwsRQ

oh yeah... it's more tomatoes :j
i can't quite figure out the little reflections tho :\

reference on the left, my attempt on the right

tried doing spiderweb eyeliner for halloween 🖤

gore-tober day 29: insanity

Genuine question: how to cut off toxic friend without killing him?

I genuinely want to kill my "best friend". He is source of all my misery, he's always laughing at me, he's only joke is n-word and f slur, he cries about how rough life he had like he isn't fucking poser rich kid. "Ughhhh, my mom was always this way and this way, I did not know if dad ever could came back from Afghanistan" fuck your mom, fuck your dad, fuck you. I genuinely wish him the worst. Entitled whore. If I wanted to, I could break him in half like a match. I fucking hate him

Blue Aragonite

(SMALL VENT) so for some backstory I'm a firm believer that people can be from multiple universes, like it's hard to explain but when someone dies or something happens they move to another creature, sometimes in another universe so in one universe you could be like idk your favorite character and then in this one you're you for reasons I can't explain, it's something connected to the idea of shifting existing like if you can change universes who's to say this is the FIRST one your soul has been to? so I have memories and connections from other universes, call me crazy or call me weird I don't care but it's real to me and at this point I'll do anything to find an escape from the world. So with that backstory explained for you I wanna say it hurts so bad to not be able to experience those lives anymore, I haven't managed to shift yet and I hate it because I have FRIENDS over there, friends, family, pets I can never see again, never hug again, never talk to again. I know it sounds cringey to believe this but I connect to Wile e coyote and Daffy duck and it's to the point I'm missing the pain, the smell of gunpowder and the mocked and embarrassed feeling after a days work of being thwarted, I miss my fangs and I miss my feathers, I miss my bird and I miss my stupid rabbit. I've connected to by now like a very large handful of characters or animals and every single one of them pains me to not be able to be anymore. at my soul I'm a shapeshifter, a creature that can change form at will but now I can't, I feel stuck and sore like something in me needs to shift, like when you really need to crack your knuckles but can't, a feeling deep inside to be myself in a way I can no longer achieve. I need to move in ways I no longer can, sprout wings and fly to the sky and nearly touch the sun, whip my tail around freely, perk my ears up to hear better. I feel condensed like a caged bird, claustrophobic and trapped. I hate it. I hate being stuck. I want to run free like I yearn for.

Ao3 is down... :^(

I’m sooo nervous/excited to share that I created my first YouTube video 🥹 it’s just me yapping over some speed paints about art advice.. u guys r so nice on here so im more willing to share >< lmk what u think akjcifij

https://youtu.be/ailpKFUhpTY?is=yEq7GybyL_dhgWZ1

I love this drawing

ao3 is down for 2-4 weeks...

ooh

Today i like to play and draw

Hello

Manganese cluster with druzy quartz

about to dye my hair and just realized that whenever i bleach it, it doesn't turns blonde; it turns orange. sometimes it gets to a dirty, still kinda orange blonde, but it always goes towards orange until it's been weeks and the dye starts fading, when it decides to get blonde (???)

anyone else? lol

I wanna hear vampires will never hurt you live again I'm gonna cry okay bye

and if they get me take this spikeee