Uncertain (my first blog)

Hello!

Currently, I have been feeling lost and more disconnected to everything I once enjoyed. I never really allowed myself to feel emotions I called weak ever since I was little. Since then I have been feeling more trapped in my mind and unsure how to feel "normal" or have an actual connection with anything with all that I have suppressed.

I'd occasionally have moments where I get worse and feel utterly lost and hopeless. I don't even know how to get myself to get better and honestly feel like I never will be able to.

Just something that's on my mind rn and it's more complex than what I just typed out but I wont over share. I just hope one day I won't feel so lost and disconnected.

Have a wonderful day^-^