A yap about life

First off, FIRST BLOG ENTRY WE CHEER!!!! Its oddly comforting writing personal stuff on the internet for anyone to find.

Anyways, my older sisters been gone for the past week because she's attending orientation for her college, and her absence has really made me realize how much I love her and am going to miss her when she fully leaves in a few months. I've always appreciated her and the bond we have; we never got into fights, she's always looked out for me, and she's always been there for me whenever I wanted to chat. Her college is halfway across the country and it takes 12 hours to drive there, so we probably wont see each other a lot. Also, she's going to be BUSY because she's really passionate in her major (stage management), and is going to be putting in a lot of work to see her dreams come true. I still haven't fully processed all of this and how big of a change its going to be, to come home and not be able to yap with her about randoms bands I love, and hear her tell me all the drama with what's going on in her life. I'm scared for when she leaves and scared for what's going to happen with our bond; while I know she'll always be my sister she's moving on in her life to stuff that she's been waiting of dreaming of for years. I love seeing her happy and seeing her finally feel free and experience college, but I'm gonna miss her so much.

Thats all for this blog post. I will add that even if I'm very scared to see her go, I know that she always loves me and that im gonna make the most of the last months we have together :PP