Ermm gonna use this to rant cuz why not

Sometimes I miss him but deep down I know i shouldn’t a part of me is so sad it’s over and a part of me still misses him but another part of me is so so happy it’s over I’ve reclaimed my life yes I fall under a few times but I will not let that get the best of me I will not let the way you shaped me harm thoes around me I will claw my way into being the best version of myself if I have too I no longer wish to be the shy shut in I was before I want to be free and experience life slowly but surly I will be as free as I can be from people, from the world, and from my own fears I will be the best version of myself so that I won’t need to rely on others to feel happy just because I’m wanted by someone I will learn to be free and happy as me and on my own Yk? :D