a hunger games oc backstory! ( WIP )

okay, first! I have not edited this at all! so there will be a lot of errors!! I am so so sorry!! but I hope it's enjoyable! <3

Birdie's eyes widened seeing the figure in front of her, a flash of fear and dread could be seen as she saw who was in front of her, the boy from her district. . the one who she fell in love with; Icarus. . It was kinda ironic his name, he had flown to close to winning the game, and just like the boy from the mythology, he burned.

" it's nothing personal, affrons " a twisted grin was etched on his face, his head tilted to the side, a wild gleam in his eyes, realization hit her hard he had never once called her by her last name.. it was strange, strange just as the many scars and wounds that covered him, the amount that freely leaked crimson, slowly getting onto her face and neck. " it's just us left and you owe me" he hummed out, eyes on the glistening axe in his hands. " If it wasn't for me you wouldn't even be alive " he said a cold, icy laugh leaving his lips in utter fear she tried her best at rolling away, yet his foot landed directly into her stomach, it was rough and harsh, it caused her to lose her breathe, as she violently heaved.

" tsk tsk! and here i was thinking you had manners~ " he coo'ed almost mockingly as he lifted the already bloodied axe above his head, the reflection of the axe flashing on her face, his eyes were on the price, becoming the victor for district two, in a full blown panic she tried signing him to stop, doing anything that would make him snap out of the blood lust, the delusion of needing to be the victor; that was until he seemed to go limp the axe tumbling down from his grip as she rolled away as it lightly sliced her cheek, his body flopping onto the ground, lips chapped and skin burned, it seemed that he got dehydrated, the loud sound of the canon went off, with pain on her cheek, dried blood from icarus and even her own sticky blood she had won, she.. survived! but at what cause?

she watched his lifeless body for a minute slowly that turned into two, her fingers twitching softly as she slowly caressed his face, the realization hitting her harshly as tears began to form, a soft small almost inaudible sob left her lips, soon wail, her body violently shaking as she leaned over his corpse.
the realization hitting her like a train. " N-no " her voice cracked, it sounded as if she hadn't talked in ages, a scream leaving her lips as she began to sob harder " please! come back to me " she screamed, hiccuping as

the return back was a blur, her hands shaking as the screens showed her victory, the way he died in her arms. . the tears she had shed for him, it was agonizing to rewatch, to relieve just as the times she tried sleeping, the nightmares that coursed through her, it was simply all too much.

she laid still, it's been a month since her first love died, she couldn't bring herself to get up, or do anything for that matter, a small knock could be heard before the door opened, her aunt peaked her head through the gap.