Struggling [vent , i guess]

I have to study for a final i have tomorrow so ill keep this short, i think .
I've been struggling to cope with the fact that i lost so many deep connections over the summer . i haven't been able to hold onto relationships at all these days . it sucks . i think i only have like 3 friends i feel i can trust now

i dont know whats the point of this blog post .

being mentally ill sucks . i ruin my own happiness