so....my ex talks about me...still ( on TikTok reposts oml ) he doesn't wanna say this to me but like he wants me but doesn't want me...uh..okay.. then proceeds to be bitchy and asaying all this bad stuff Abt...me..while he lusts over my body.
he just became controlling and abusive. and now he's trying to play victim.. mind you I was clueless, I thought this is how it goes. but truly he was sick of me venting all the time. him trying to put effort to make me happy all the damn time.
I remember him saying " hey misery meat by sodikken reminds me of you.. and that other song about being a main character.." I get it, main character song.. I don't pay attention to whats around me...for the better because my business is mine. I shouldn't go bump into anyone elses.
BUT MISERY MEAT? giving up everything for someone else? are we serious about this? ( this did infact happen but I didn't give myself up to my ex) .....bringing up a past trauma of losing a bestfriend like that as I still let people step on me like a doormat because I'm so damn clueless that they're just using me for their benefit? SERIOUSLY? how could he just say that to his supposedly "future wife?" YOURE LITERALLY HURTING ME.
I just wish I was treated like those girls in the host club. so kindly.. and yet I still give so much trust to everyone.
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