5

i hate those five words, I hate them they always slither there way into any conversation I cant even take my own future into myhand. i feel useless every day, taunting me everything, everyone. ive given up a long time ago but I always think there's a chance maybe a sliver. 5 all 5 of them constanly come back will I ever not suffocate?try, try try I cant try they wont let(me) go they're covering my mouth I cant speak,autonamy removed, I can't move theve taken everything away from me, but its just 5 words. maybe im just not strong enough. or maybe ive used all my strength, or maybe it got sucked out of me, lifeless stuck in a fowlers 45 degrees, its never peaceful,is this a punishment
but I'm just overeacting its just 5 words right?

sorry for shitty grammar / spelling