bleh .. insane stuff happened over the course of the past month its a bit crazy.looking back. it still feels really unreal and coming to terms with it has been a challange.
i got broken up with ... after 3 years . i also officially stopped being friends with my ex-best friend of .. like 4-5 years . yeesh ...
i made new connections , though . and the independance ive gained this month is insane . Being alone so much has its weird beauty to it , i guess . im seeing my own worth and boundries and prioritize myself for the first time it what feels like forever .
So i've been happy . like bittersweet happy . itll take me long to fully get over things , but im on the right track .
My ex kind of left me strung along , though . its currently what im struggling with .. i dont like it . he said we may try reconnecting and getting close again once we have processed everything .. im not sure if i like that at all . i did want to try it , but honestly its all in his hands now . being on his terms like this isn't the most fun . i wonder what the future brings . ive come to terms with the fact that he , as well as the friends ive lost connection to recently , may not be in my future . And right now that really sucks But it will be okay eventually
I hope everyone reading this is doing okay . love you and love the world <3
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