melodic movement

i recently went to a show that's like an hour from my house . it was the last show of the first band i had ever seen so everyone was in a sort of feeling . i don't go to shows often now ever since i broke up with my ex in sake of protecting my peace and keeping the peace , but i couldn't help myself and it had been a while so it was appropriate to go .

i loved it so much . shows are so beautiful , its a unite of passionate who express their emotions through moshing or headband or swaying with their eyes closed . i acknowledge that its hard for me to find things to be truly so beautiful .

something about the sight of 30 people of different ages , backgrounds , cultures , relations , problems & headspaces slow mosh for 15 minutes is so unbelievingly beautiful to me . they hold each other in embrace rooted in erratic , energetic and aggressive dance . they mellow into a type of slow dance that is so contagious .