Ding a ling, we have a winner!
Tho it is more me outlasting my usefulness to everyone around me that still cares about me and disappointing them, ending in them leaving me.
I already don't have any friends in real life and only a few of my family really cares for me, everyone else just discarded me for being useless or because i am not good gossip material or a easy to manipulate fool-

I'm so sorry you had to go throught that, it took me many years to find real friends i could count on and i really hope you too wil be able to find friends who won't discard you for being useless but who will accept you for who you are

Thank you.
I hope so, but i also don't want to have false hopes, specially with real life friends, it's weird how i can never connect to people no matter how much i try. I'm too different, and people don't like different.

I understand,
at the same time i think you're weird, just like i'm weird, it's the good kind of weird, maybe everyone is weird actually
we don't need to fit in, so what if we're quirky notes in the symphony

Yeaaaah
We are all weird funky things figuring it out~
But everyone loves to fake that they already figured out the "only right way to exist" and keep bothering our jamming sessions.

Specially cause i'm aroace, so i have hobbies and don't like romance stuff, everyone treats me like i am three years old.

one could say romance is boring

Specially in real life-

All they do is complain their husband sucks but do nothing about it aaaaaaa