It's confessional time dawg I can't keep this to myself anymore it's keep me awake at night way too much

So many years ago I was following this indie game dev when he was developing his game from the start and at some point he made like a Qna for his characters where we could ask things to them
And I was super exited and I asked many questions, keep in mind that English is NOT my first language
And at some point I wanted to ask a question to the creator directly about how he made his game and I deadass wrote in full confidence "Can we have a makeout?" while wanting to write A MAKING OFF
Worst thing? All of his characters are children I DON'T WANT TO SEE CHILDREN KISSING AND MAKE THINGS I WANT TO SEE HOW HE MADE HIS GAME
He didn't answer my question and it's a miracle he didn't block me but sometimes I think about this and I'm wondering if I should send him a message... It's been 6 years now release me at once