Waddup the other 9 ppl in dis place- ok so idk if it has a more specific name but it’s smth bout religious guilt, fun right?

I might be gay as hell but whenever my lil sis asks me anything about that stuff i feel really guilty about informing her of anything, same for when shes like ‘im gay hehe’ or sees anything queer as normal- which she does 4 everything. Not that id prefer her hating it- twas rly annoying when she was like dat, but i also feel like its wrong of me to normalise it 4 her.

It makes me feel like im js saying wrong things and making her believe it. Cause like its a sin in this religion and im doing sum rly bad thing whenever i tell her bout dis stuff.

All i can say as the me who can’t explain feelings at all is dat it makes me feel like im doing something wrong, the sentence is rly small and simple but the feeling is rly bad idk how 2 explain, religion rly be doin u like dat lol

Yea idk wat i wanted 2 say bru dis feeling is annoying and weird & i don understand it much ig das all.