Hey sorry I’m not using emoticons today when I usually try to but I’m really depressed cause I tried to give blood donating today but my bpm was 106 and then 111 when they dismissed me for that day, since my heart was being a danger to myself; then I accidentally put my very new phone one the roof of my car getting gas and lost it. I was going 55 mph so I’m super not getting it back. I just want like a bunch of positive emotional support if that’s okay, I’m feeling really shitty.