Right!?? It's such a weird thing, it took me so long as a kid to understand that 'cus i thought I wasn't 'cus I wasn't the best at the world in any specific thing so i thought those were the criteria for someone to be considered special? When in reality what makes you special is that only you has that certain amount of skill, in different things, only you met all the people you know at a specific time, only you had a certain culture and lived experiences, when put into perspective it's like so jarring how hard it even is for someone to be special in a similar way to you ykwim?