it was Astarion at first and i had already grown used to it but um now i'm feeling the same thing with Matt Murdock (yes. Marvel's Daredevil.) and uh it's like romantic at the same time it's platonic like genuine care but ITS A CHARACTER I BARELY KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT GOD DAMNIT GGRAAAAAAHHH
i've imaginated what it would be like if i were in other universes and how my relationships would be in those, of course, but it's NEVER such an intense feeling as it is with Astarion and/or(??) Daredevil. im genuinely scared that it might affect my irl relationships, especially now that i just started thinking about dating again.. anyone has any tips on how to not get attached enough for that to happen?












































