"Despite the sad matter that is my existence, there are brief moments in-between wallowing in self-pity that is something close to happiness. But it is never much more than ignorant bliss, at most."
Current vibe: “i’m sooo in love with him” “which one??” girll don’t play… (the fictional one)
broad range genre listener !! (sum bands i like are jawbreaker, tbs, mcr, ptv, sws, patd [earlier eras!!], awesome city club, u2, the cranberries, arctic monkeys, lit any utao?/vocaloid songs ouhh^^)
Movies
Grown Ups (1 AND 2), Blended, White Chicks
Television
The Office, Friends, Lucifer
Books
White Nights, No Longer Human, The Life of a Stupid Man, Loyalty
Heroes
peter petrelli, fyodor dostoevsky and ryunosuke akutagawa 🤤
Soleil ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀'s bio
haii joined 08.09.26 ^^
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- ‘11 (as in 2011 eughh) -cat luvr -lowk a chud -im so locked out yo -rawrr
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i’m here looking for moots my age, so friend me up!! “-xoxo, soleil”
— Link to “Kwenk’s Philosophy Corner” !! — kwenk.com/g/90
there is deep loathing in myself for my ability to love so easily and see the best in everyone yet not to have a care in the world for myself
im sickening to think about i desire to throw up when the sight of me appears in the mirror how can people see me and ever see past the surface image?? is there ever really anything past the image of a hollow shell anyways??
feeling a false sense of productivity because i made a group and interacted with people but i have absolutely noooo schoolwork done and it’s so bad i don’t wanna do all that augh
i want to stop liking people but i just feel everything so strongly what do i even doooo…
i can’t be dumb this schoolyear i gotta lock in and STOP HAVING UNATTAINABLE CRUSHES (or crushes in general because i knoooow i’m way out of everyone’s leagues eughh)
dawg im so silly i can literally yumeship it’s perfect waittt. if i grab my most wonderful favorite character and yumeship with them i’m technically cheating when pursuing another person (a REAL one) which i’d NEVER do heh.. i’m literally so smart #delusional
ykww i was looking at my profile on my tv’s browser and i’m lowk cool because wdym i made all this awhhh
i’m so cool it’s just that i’m in a loser body with loser characteristics and actually, i may be a loser BUT at least i’m a loser with a cool profile heh…
dude i was lowk supposed o be alone w the huzz because my two other groupmates were absent but just as we were going int the breakout rooms to discuss our project a bumbling fool- our other groupmates were absent, I mean, had come in late so ARGHHH i missed out on an opportunity of a lifetime lowk sighhh
lowk relieved though because i knoooow that wouldn’t have ended up well anyways huhuu
guyss... he's so cute it actually like physically hurts to interact with huzz there's an actual ache i get in my soul my heart whenever he's close and we talk or whatever ughh
he's so wonderful it should be illegal arghh im maddd..
BWAHH so many people viewing my profile but only a few sending me friend reqss cmonn don't be scared to talk to me^^ im super friendlyy and i love to talk to others as much as i like to listen hehe
starter question: what’s everyone’s favorite colors, and why? or, what’s a color you feel represents you the best?
For me, I’d say a nice lil sage green, any light blue or pink shade, because they’re something light and simple, i could say easygoing and bubbly yet calm. I’m pretty friendly and eager to meet new ppl, even though i might be shy at times, so that’s why i chose the colors i mentioned!!
yayay excited to read replies, byebies!! - xoxo, soleil <33
