i know this shoulnt be the place where i yell a the clouds but i just had one of the things that left me feeling uneasy to say the least, so quick context i have a male friend and i thought we were getting along nicely so i asked him out and he only said hell think about it, its alright i thought but then he blocked me on instagram and to that i have some words for him, your anorexic ass can rot in hell next to my dad for all i care and you and your emo hair burn to a crisp, i know im stupid for feelin attached to someone i only knew for like 6 months and bein head over heels for him but you could have just say no and the page wouldnt be blank but the end you freak of nature, i hope you have a beautiful wife and two children, spend the rest of your days on a haouse on the top of a hill with flowers everywhere, while i still cant find a place where i feel invited, i have never been comfrotable being in my skin and this isnt teaching me a way to improve and become better but im chosing that i shoulnt jump the gun or ask anyone out never ever because a moron like myself only wants a place where everything goes like he planned but really you are a fucking sissy for not sayin no and just blockin me you manlet
sorry for the foul language