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opinions yall?

i just had my first day of back to school and i saw the guy i thougt blocked me, but maybe it was just a mistake, but i want reconmedations on songs that have that long roadtrip feeling or a rock band that you like or songs that feel like something a divorced mother would hear like ill will survive by gloria gaynor or so what by pink, or whats up by four non blondes, ill talk about my interactions with that dude later but for now i want to listen to some bangers.

i know this shoulnt be the place where i yell a the clouds but i just had one of the things that left me feeling uneasy to say the least, so quick context i have a male friend and i thought we were getting along nicely so i asked him out and he only said hell think about it, its alright i thought but then he blocked me on instagram and to that i have some words for him, your anorexic ass can rot in hell next to my dad for all i care and you and your emo hair burn to a crisp, i know im stupid for feelin attached to someone i only knew for like 6 months and bein head over heels for him but you could have just say no and the page wouldnt be blank but the end you freak of nature, i hope you have a beautiful wife and two children, spend the rest of your days on a haouse on the top of a hill with flowers everywhere, while i still cant find a place where i feel invited, i have never been comfrotable being in my skin and this isnt teaching me a way to improve and become better but im chosing that i shoulnt jump the gun or ask anyone out never ever because a moron like myself only wants a place where everything goes like he planned but really you are a fucking sissy for not sayin no and just blockin me you manlet
sorry for the foul language

i want to rant about something i find mildly infuriating. goth girl larp, in my opinion goth is whatever especially because im not part of that comunity but i know a only fans "goth" because they think goth is all dark, and i have never seen them using true goth fashion that isnt a black dress that shows all bust and black lipstick because its just a fetishized version of a community that was doing fine before the gooners and the only fans ladies got there and i think it might be pushing other goth people out because they start to think that to be a real goth you have to have the same body as them and be a bad bitch, i personally just see everyone as an equal but to the redit gooners is literaly not a personality traits like the believes or their political stance is just literaly goon content. anyways, the wierdest man alive signing off

im new here yall, my name is sam and im looking to make friends, also check out my cool cat, this photo was taken a month ago with a camera i bought but the display broke to smithereens when i had an accident while riding my bicycle. so yeah, bye beautiful people