Yeah, my friends often asks if I'm okay, and I say "yes" becouse I know I'm okay, but that really hurts me and kills my vibe. My bf said to me they think I'm some kind of psycho and they're kinda scared. I kinda understand, I have problems with showing emotions, and often locks my eyes on one point (I have wide peripheral vision) so I can see whole room without having blind spots of vision.

Yeah. I sometimes see really cool looking people, but I don't always have the courage to tell go up to them and compliment them, so I just end up staring. It's very difficult to find the line between having a nice conversation and being pushy. I usually just end up not saying anything.

Sometimes but I think I talk fine. honestly, better to let them be creeped out than them be creepy to you

Not creepy, but I have a fear of coming across as a weirdo :’)

Yes i have a fear of coming of creepy or weird. I genuinely feel like an outsider no matter who I talk to. It's worse because I have ASD so I ahve an "autism accent" and i swaer so many people I talk to irl can just sniff it out without me saying i have it. It's so annoying