Princess Choco

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Hark! An Update from I, Princess Choco

My loviest dear readers, if you were familiar with seeing you arounf the Quenq space, you would have noticed my absence. I am here to announce that i am well!! i was just dealing with some health issues. Not fully recovered but doing greater than i was a week ago today.

i have skipped a week of classes which i will have to make up. So, again the quenq space will not be blessed by my presence. Truly tragic.

On the ohter hand. Fell free to update me on whatever you wanna talk about! I might be gone for a few more days since i have a lot of work to catch up on. and i have to take it easy these next days or else i might end up burnt out.

in any case
as always, i will see you later :3

Remeber to hydrate my lovely hydrangeas

Feeling left out on the intros since i didn't do one. i wanna do it to 😞.

While i prep my intro, tell me about somthing niche you think not a lot of people know ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

IM SO DUM I DIDNT REALIZE THAT THE BOTTOM WAS WERE ALL MY FRIEND REQUESTS WERE 💀💀💀💀

AM SO SORRY IF U REACHED OUT AND I SEEMED TO NOT ACCEPT IT> I WILL BE DOING THAT AS SOON AS I HIT POST.

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Hark! The young lady speaks about a matter most frightening to her. THE IDEA IF REACHING OUT AND BEING PERSEIVED AS WEIRD!!!

So, many moons ago, i was on the clock app scrolling through. i happen to stumble across this young lad who was on a live. I decided to join the coversation since his hair intrigued me. we had a blast talking about fashion, then i discovered her is a model!

the next day i came across his live again and to my surprise i was the only one there. we talked about books this time.

and now many moons later, i find my mom has a book her sister gifted her. the tittle? the exact one the young lad was talking about. i got excited. perhaps if i read the physical copy instead of the electrical one, i wont be bores out of my mind.

i went to the clock app and did some investigativ work. his insta was in hos bio, so when i went to it, i found that HE MIGHT BE WAY TOO COOL FOR ME. im so scared to interact with him. what if he thinks im creepy? is this stalking? i keep getting the urge to reach out to him, but I ALWAYS CHICKEN OUT!!. What if he doesnt remember me?

my personal intagram is so lame compared to his. mine is full of memes and one post that have like 4 pictures of me and the friends i made while i was abroad. my highlights arent are curated, nor do theyy look like i have a life (not that i do). he goes to paris! lives i TOKYO BRO. And im just a girl from a small village in Africa. And i cant help but wonder, what if he doesnt wanna talk to me BECAUSE IM BLACK. i know it sounds crazy, BUT THIS HAS HAPPENED before.

sigh.
all these irrational what ifs in my head. i should JUST REACH OUT. BUT IM SCARED!! WHAT DO I EVEN SAY?!!
"HEy remember me? the girl from your tik tok live with just the purple pfp and we talked about blah blah blah."

What DO I DO.

in any case
as always, i will see you later :3

Remeber to hydrate my lovely hydrangeas

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Hark! This lovely maiden here has a thought that has began to sprout in her little noggin.

Yesterday night, as i was laying my head to the pillow to sleep at the crack of dawn, a thought sprung into my head. "If i am doing this to not dissapoint others, then wont i end up dissapointing myself?" in that moment, dissapointing myself seemed far greater than dissapointing others.

i had chosen to not care what others thought, but in some ways, i still made decisions based on who they would satisfy... never to stop and look if i would be okay.

all that to say, i will start trying to make decisions that i feel are beneficial to me.

if i am not living for myself, what happens to the version of me i was when the people i was living for are gone?

And as always, i will see you later :3

Remeber to hydrate my lovely hydrangeas

How do you guys make such dynamic websites with cute icons... i wanna website the way yall do（；´д｀）ゞ

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Hark! For a mysterious young lady as myself, has news to share!

The news concerns my beloved older brother!

Today, he peeled a lemon, and gave me half of it! He has never done such niceties before. Though, I do hear that little voice in your head "But Princess Choco, don't you think your dear brother did not want to simply endure the agony the bitter lemon in solitude?" And to that I say, it does not matter. He chose to still offer me a fruit that he peeled.

Huzzahh

Now, remeber to hydrate.

I shall see you next time!