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It sucks being the one alone when it seems like everybody around you is having a good time, especially on holidays. Looking at instagram stories of people having a good time with their friends, at parties, hangouts just doing typical teenager things. I don't have envy at all, just sadness of being left out. Sadness of not being able to experience that life of a teen, full of adventure and first love. I always told myself that maybe in my 20s, I'll experience a build up of some sorts socially. I just don't see it right now.
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Acid's profile pictureAcid
I feel you. I'm 21 and everyone still trying to deny me my freedom. My family is having problems to me why I don't come to them or call. I can't go with friends because I need to be with my entitled assholes as family or i need to go to work. I have only few free days for myself and I still need to pleasure people i hate. Only one I really have and is supportive is my boyfriend I live with but I want something more, I want to go out and yet once again, I'm stuck in my house, to tiered to go do anything and my only friend is a fucking devil and everytime I meet with him I feel like he's doing everything to make me feel bad and then he tells me why I'm not telling him what's wrong. Well maybe if there's possibility he won't lough i would, once I told him something deep and thought provoking and he just said the n word and laughed at my face. If you grow up, nothing changes. I really envy people who do things, go to clubs, meet with different people, do overal fun stuff. Being considered psycho by your own friends doesn't help
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Ori's profile pictureOri
I relate a lot :( especially because I’m going on a different path than my peers. I hope things get better for you
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