꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔ Dairy Entry of Princess Choco⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱

Hark! This lovely maiden here has a thought that has began to sprout in her little noggin.

Yesterday night, as i was laying my head to the pillow to sleep at the crack of dawn, a thought sprung into my head. "If i am doing this to not dissapoint others, then wont i end up dissapointing myself?" in that moment, dissapointing myself seemed far greater than dissapointing others.

i had chosen to not care what others thought, but in some ways, i still made decisions based on who they would satisfy... never to stop and look if i would be okay.

all that to say, i will start trying to make decisions that i feel are beneficial to me.

if i am not living for myself, what happens to the version of me i was when the people i was living for are gone?

And as always, i will see you later :3

Remeber to hydrate my lovely hydrangeas