Life really feels empty whenever you get used to something that was your 'high'... I used to love the adrenaline that rollercoasters gave me, but now I only get a bit nauseous on most of attractions that come to my town during festivals and no adrenaline at all. I need a crazy ass rollercoaster or something insane so bad in my life, it makes me feel so alive when I feel that adrenaline ughhh without it I just feel like slop goddamnit. I just don't feel like I'm actually here.. I really need to find something fun or I'll go crazy or sum shit bro.... (I swear I'm not insane tho, I just really miss the feeling that rollercoasters used to give me!!!)