Rocky

(SMALL VENT) so for some backstory I'm a firm believer that people can be from multiple universes, like it's hard to explain but when someone dies or something happens they move to another creature, sometimes in another universe so in one universe you could be like idk your favorite character and then in this one you're you for reasons I can't explain, it's something connected to the idea of shifting existing like if you can change universes who's to say this is the FIRST one your soul has been to? so I have memories and connections from other universes, call me crazy or call me weird I don't care but it's real to me and at this point I'll do anything to find an escape from the world. So with that backstory explained for you I wanna say it hurts so bad to not be able to experience those lives anymore, I haven't managed to shift yet and I hate it because I have FRIENDS over there, friends, family, pets I can never see again, never hug again, never talk to again. I know it sounds cringey to believe this but I connect to Wile e coyote and Daffy duck and it's to the point I'm missing the pain, the smell of gunpowder and the mocked and embarrassed feeling after a days work of being thwarted, I miss my fangs and I miss my feathers, I miss my bird and I miss my stupid rabbit. I've connected to by now like a very large handful of characters or animals and every single one of them pains me to not be able to be anymore. at my soul I'm a shapeshifter, a creature that can change form at will but now I can't, I feel stuck and sore like something in me needs to shift, like when you really need to crack your knuckles but can't, a feeling deep inside to be myself in a way I can no longer achieve. I need to move in ways I no longer can, sprout wings and fly to the sky and nearly touch the sun, whip my tail around freely, perk my ears up to hear better. I feel condensed like a caged bird, claustrophobic and trapped. I hate it. I hate being stuck. I want to run free like I yearn for.

the carrots were clearly frozen and as such it messed with the texture a bit and also it still tingles when i take the skins off so it's like the chemicals got into the carrot itself which is not fun but it's a whole 5 pound bag so i gotta eat em either way :(

parents bought me 5 pounds of carrots I am in heaven

guess what day it is

checkit this carrot is so fucking long lmao

update, I have begun to genuinely enjoy eating carrots and veggies and stuff because I've eaten them so regularly, today I got three carrots and three celery sticks along with a large stem of broccoli (none of the tops I hate the tops) and I had to REMIND myself that I had also gotten myself a rootbeer when usually I'd have drank plenty before I even finished a carrot, thank you bugs bunny.

Does anyone wanna rp looney tunes on discord please please please I need it so BADDDD sighs. my rules are pretty simple: be a decent person (don't hate on anyone for things they do, identify as, or like unless it's actively harming others), be literate (like just writing really, also be media literate aka understand deeper levels then just surface character), be 18+ and have watched Coyote VS ACME, preferably be open to experimenting and be a good rp partner (don't rp for me, don't start nsfw scenes without asking, dont be op yk the usual).

Sometimes when I'm too obsessed with something just thinking about it feels like I'm being electrocuted but like in a good way like it feels like it fries my dopamine receptors or something I want to bite everything around me I feel like I am going more Daffy then the duck himself over Looney Tunes I love it so

went to see the resident evil movie the gore was so good I'm glad I didn't bring any food in eeeyuckkk but overall it was funny and made me jump a lot! wouldn't rec if you're not into jumpscares but overall the movie was great!

chewing on full sized carrots to fix my eating habits because using my hyperfixations against myself is the only way to keep my health up to par, so I'm bugs bunnying it now.