thomas

wow i just seen all the comments left on my post. forgive me for having JUST seen them, i guess the sites a little weird, id refresh and nothing new would pop up. i refreshed it just then and had 14 notifications all out of nowhere lol. youre all really nice, thanks for the sweet words. really appreciate it.

scrolling through my feed trying to interact with people but im realizing i dont really know how to do that ?? i type out a comment and it just feels weird. like im saying something odd or something that just doesnt make sense. damn. i really need to get out of the house and socialise myself, man. the same thing happens irl, where it feels like everything im saying makes zero sense so ill just shut up. i think i babble a lot of nonsense. it often feels like my mouth is full of water or something and itll flood my throat and fuck up my words even when i cant really speak with it, just existing and trying to make a notion of something is weird. feels like drowning. like right now, does any of this make much sense? if any at all?

yo this fuckin website is hard as hell to figure out 😿