mental health, theology (even though i myself am agnostic,) science, fashion, music, video games (even if i suck at them >.> never ask anyone i know about the atrocities i've committed on NTE...)
Music
guruguru eigakan, inugami circus dan, strawberry song orchestra, seileen, versailles, metronome, goatbed, floppy, adapter, dir en grey, canary complex, raphael, tool, system of a down, lorna shore, mayhem, have a nice life, lifelover, kekht arakh, and more. i basically listen to everything (despite only listing a few genres)
Movies
i dont watch a lot of movies but ive really enjoyed us, get out, iron lung (so impressive for a movie made by a youtuber btw), backrooms (also incredibly impressive), midsommar, bird box
Television
death note, jojo's bizarre adventure, dexter, kakegurui, frieren, your lie in april, madoka magica, violet evergarden, saiki k, black mirror
Books
death note, another, madk, ibitsu, hard boiled love/ang ang, i can't get through the night alone
Heroes
ren amamiya, hirohiko araki, madoka kaname
leo's bio
trans & gay fudanshi, vkei enthusiast, and artist. always willing to give recs✨
i read and play basically any bl game or story and don't mind most subject matters but please do not speak to me about shota or incest. i've been traumatized enough just by playing the nitro+chiral games
last year for christmas, my grandmother gifted me volume 1 of MADK and it took me... a long time to actually read it, because of its contents. i ended up reading it and enjoying it, so i tried to find vol. 2 & 3, but every time i went to barnes & noble, they either didn't have it, or only had vol. 1. well lads, i found them! idk if i just got lucky but they had both vol. 2 and vol. 3. i've been looking since january. anyways, i read vol 2 last night and i still really like it. i don't usually read super toxic stories, but i'm glad i picked this one up.
i've been struggling to stay in this world recently and i thought i'd take a few moments to tell everyone here that even if you feel unloved & invisible, you're not. i care about you, internet stranger. anyone can post about their worries on this post if they'd like.
i've been thinking about getting a tattoo, the only thing that has been restricting me is my psoriasis (which gets incredibly bad and im afraid it will affect the quality & healing) but i lwk might save for one. i either want to get the joestar birthmark tattoo or get a succubus mark. does anyone have any opinions
story time, i no longer show my dad any japanese music unless it is instrumental after he made fun of how isshi from kagrra sounds while also mocking the japanese language. he also did that with kyo from dir en grey and kamijo (who is my honmei it lwk broke my heart) but after this happening so many times i was like.. No, i should just stop! he did stop mocking isshi when i told him he died because of a hemorrhage at a really young age though!
one of the things i struggle with most as a person with bpd is the overwhelming urge to cut somebody close to me out of my life before they can. sometimes it feels easier just to walk away from everything and start over again and again instead of taking the risk of letting down the barriers i put around my heart to let people in. if you've also felt this, you're not alone, even if it feels like you are.
chat i fear that while telling my partner about this website, i said "it's like myspace" and he responded with "Idk what myspace is" how has this mf gone his entire life not knowing what myspace is
