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"absolutely smitten over Matt Murdock"

Current vibe: now playing: "You Matter To Me", by Peter Criss

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General

DIY; motorsports (especially F1 and MotoGP); anything music related; writing (songs, poems, chronicles, etc.); theatre/musical theatre; playing bass; drawing; horror/tense themes in fiction; psychology; Serial Experiments Lain; videogames* —— *i don't have actual preferences, but my favs are Rayman Legends, Frutiger Home, Overcooked, Undertale, Sally Face, FNAF and it's fangames, Binding Of Isaac, Cry Of Fear, Resident Evil, and flash games :)

Music

i listen to a bit of everything!! mostly any rock n roll branch ★, sporadically going back to hair/glam metal, anything from the 80s ★ to the 2000s, indie, and MPB. -- ABBA ★; Barão Vermelho ★; Bell Biv DeVoe ★; Cazuza ★; The Cure ★; David Bowie; Enjambre; George Michael ★; Green Day; Hombres G ★; Jeff Buckley; João Gomes ★; KISS ★; Korn ★; The Lonely Island; Los Enanitos Verdes; Luis Miguel ★; The Smiths (not Morrisey); Wham! ★; Will Wood.

Movies

every Addams Family movie (expect the Tim Curry one, haven't watched it yet) ★; Almost Famous (1999); The Birdcage (1996) ★; Brokeback Mountain (2005) ★; Daredevil (2003); the Despicable Me (yes, as in the whole Minions franchise and all) universe ★; Mamma Mia! (2008); Priscilla, Queen Of The Desert (1994) ★; Polar (2019) ★; Quinze Dias (2026) ★; The Rocky Horror Picture Show (1975) ★.

Television

mostly criminal series from the 90s and 2000s, honestly. other than that, the specifics i've watched are The Addams Family (1960) ★; B.O. (2023) ★; Criminal Minds ★; Doctor Who ★; Freakazoid; Friends ★; Good Omens ★; Gumball (TAWOG/TWWWOG) ★; Hannibal; Modern Family; Only Murders In The Building; Takin' Over The Asylum (1994) ★; What We Do In The Shadows ★.

Books

Clarissa (1933) - Érico Veríssimo; Dropz (2017) ★ - Rita Lee; Good Omens (1990) - T. Pratchett, ̶N̶.̶ ̶G̶a̶i̶m̶a̶n̶ ; Sete Ossos E Uma Maldição (2006) ★ - Rosa Amanda Strausz; Silver Eyes (2015) - Kira Breed-Wrisley, Scott Cawthon. *sigh* i have to get back to reading more often....

Heroes

Bowie's 1977 album?? it's amazing!!!... oh wait, you mean my heroes? 'cause in that case, they are Billie Joe Armstrong, Cazuza, David Bowie, David Tennant, Eric Carr, Matthew Gray Gubler, Tim Curry, my favorite teachers, and my best friends<3

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Samuel George: he/him, brazilian, alternative (somewhere between a 2000s teenage dirtbag, an 80s glam rocker, and a goth who's too punk), bi & trans 17yr old who's willing to chat and be friends with anyone ;)

if you think my user is familiar, that's because i'm coming directly from SpaceHey. if you do recognize me, it's nice to see you again! hello!!!<3

p.s.: i tried to add only my fav stuff in the "interests" section, but the ones with a star next to them are the ones i'll talk the most about


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this "losercore playlist" thing is making me want to forcefully want to get better mentally so i can guarantee my songs don't sound like that
(/half-joke, because seriously who thinks a lyric that goes "i'll just be lurking out your building every goddamn day" can be put side by side with Alex G and FUCKING THE CURE. THE CURE IS LOSERCORE??? GET OUTTA HEEEEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)

theres so many other types of playlists that get so over the top like those MAGA pride playlists with GREEN DAY included in them... genuinely, where are we marching towards to?? 😭😭😭😭😭
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is it normal that i'm falling so badly for a character that i feel overprotective over them..
it was Astarion at first and i had already grown used to it but um now i'm feeling the same thing with Matt Murdock (yes. Marvel's Daredevil.) and uh it's like romantic at the same time it's platonic like genuine care but ITS A CHARACTER I BARELY KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT GOD DAMNIT GGRAAAAAAHHH

i've imaginated what it would be like if i were in other universes and how my relationships would be in those, of course, but it's NEVER such an intense feeling as it is with Astarion and/or(??) Daredevil. im genuinely scared that it might affect my irl relationships, especially now that i just started thinking about dating again.. anyone has any tips on how to not get attached enough for that to happen?
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i HATE missing school accidentally. it happened so many times this year that i'm slowly considering sleep the whole day though, wake up at 02am, do my stuff, go to school (starts at at 7am), come back home and sleep again, just to make sure i won't lose another class

it's not really my fault tbh, my school was the only one who didn't want to cut class the day after a holiday AGAIN. WHO TF IS THIS YEAR'S MANAGER?????????
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took a "which 'What We Do In The Shadows' (tv) character are you" quiz and not only got Guillermo (the vampires' house keeper/server ((he's a familiar, a.k.a., one that is faithful to the vampire who chose them and helps them with whatever activites that are asked))), but receieved a full slap on the face 😭

i do think it's funny that Nandor (Guillermo's master) is my favorite character and i got Guillermo tho, that took a little cackle from me
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I FUCKING HATE MY MATH TEACHER

HE COULDNT WAIT A SINGLE MINUTE FOR ME TO WRITE NUMBERS WITH A PEN SO NOW 80% OF MY TEST IS WRITTEN IN PENCIL, BUT HE DOESNT ACCEPTS QUESTIONS WRITTEN IN PENCIL
HOW THE FUCK WOILD YOU EXPECT ME TO WRITE WITH A PEN WHEN I *DIDNT* HAVE A PEN AND THEN TELL ME THERES NO TIME ONCE THE BELL HAD *JUST RANG* BC HE COULDNT WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE AFTER I FINALLY GOT A PEN????? GRHAHDHWIFHAHDHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I HOPE ONE OF US GET RAN OVER TONIGHT
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after a long day of protesting and other shit happening, i made brownie smores on the oven! they're basically smores, but with brownie batter instead of melted chocolate and made to eat with a spoon :)

i haven't taken the taste test yet since i'm waiting for my mom for that, so in the mean time..... this doesn't look bad for a first try, right? does anyone want a piece??? 😋
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all my hype was worth it. i bought a beautiful blazer that matches my 80s pants and will be great for a Beetlejuice costume, got a 1944 pocket book w short stories but a war background (there's smth along the lines of "donate this book to a young soldier" at the foot of it's cover), a Law & Order SVU 2000 – 2001 DVD, and the physical record of one of my fav albums of all time ("Romance", by Luis Miguel, which sounds incredibly romantic in it's record version)!!!!! genuinely one of the best birthdays i've had, even if it was just a trip to the town's center & back 🥹

my stomach feels a bit sick (prob bc of the half of a can of monster i drank, since my body isn't used to it at all but i wanted to drink smth other than soda that wasn't alcohol), but i'd still do this whole day all over again nonetheless

pic below was today's look, 80s pants included!!
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for a couple of years now, i haven't been excited about my birthday at all. last year i made some "cozier" plans for it to drown out the disaster it was the year before (at least emotionally), the year before that didn't feel like much either... and some etc.

this time, tho, i'm feeling some of the excitement seeping through my anxieties over wether the party is going to be pleasant for all or not!! the party is in a couple of weeks, but tomorrow, at the official day, me n my mom planned out a whole day with a slight pt. 2 on the next day, since everyone except for us will be traveling or at somebody else's house, hehe!!!
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went to sleep at midnight, woke up at 4am, now i'm watching a ~1h F1 race that didn't even start yet, will start doing goth makeup at 7am, go out at 8am with my mom and only come back home at 10pm, while dancing idk how much time of Just Dance in between that....
i'll be sleeping and cheating SO HARD on tomorrow's test it ain't even funny, and my school hours are by the morning 💔
(the plans for today were made months ago; my school warned about + actively started our tests period last week 😀)
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y'all i'm back 🙏🙏🙏
it was good to stay off the social part of the internet for a little while, my brain needed that slice of quiet
highly recommend if there's a lot happening to you at the same time, i swear ppl are going to understand (unless that person was prob pre-determinated to not be around you, then they might say it's bullshit or an excuse to go away.. hope y'all only have nice people around u tho)
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i heard someone(?) whisper "don't do it" when trying to sleep again, this morning, and i'm still thinking about it... i've heard stuff before but never words, especially not so clearly, so i'm genuinely scared about wether it's going to happen again or not.

i'm lowk using these as a "diary" of some sort, which is one of the reasons why i'm typing this down, but the other reason is to ask: what should i do?? just forget it or try to do smth about it??
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DUDE.
i was sick as hell (flu) last week and only got significantly better at saturday. today, i woke up with ANOTHER sickness and can barely stand on my own, but my mom is saying i can't skip school tomorrow bc i already skipped on wednesday...
wednesday was the day the flu hit me so bad i was tearing up and couldn't move much as well, and when i went to school on thursday, i could barely hold a pen to write my name & confirm my presence in call, and a teacher even said it was ok for me to not copy what was on the board bc i visibly wasn't okay yet 😭
what should i do to convince her i do need to stay at home?? not even when telling her my grandma had similar symptoms she let me stay at home (and she does has similar symptoms!) 😭😭😭
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heyaaa!!!
ssooooo, i have this oc called Alex Starfire, whom i ended up forgetting about for some years. i found the old acc i had as if it was theirs (this character goes by they/them!!) and realizde how much potential they have, and am now doing an actual backstory that isn't "Slash's kid who started a music career inspired by KISS"! here's a pic with their makeup on, as i said i'd show in my last post (did a mini photoshoot today loll)
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(two-parts post - 1/2)
heyaaa!!!
ssooooo, i have this oc called Alex Starfire, whom i ended up forgetting about for some years. i found the old acc i had as if it was theirs (this character goes by they/them!!) and realizde how much potential they have, and am now doing an actual backstory that isn't "Slash's kid who started a music career inspired by KISS"! here's a drawing of them, and on the next post, i'll show me in their makeup (did a mini photoshoot today loll)
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