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I do not like it when people try to make conversation while I am working out at the gym. I go to the gym five days a week, and in my local gym there's many people I know from high school and stuff, and I detest whenevr they try to talk to me. Like....why me? I'm not trying to be anyone's friend; just let me work out in peace :/

Silly drawing of my oc!! (I need to post these in the art community but idc)

This game needs a hero

gore-tober day 22: sacrifice
(my poor gay autistic lizard boy sarnax T^T)

gore-tober day 22: sacrifice
(my poor gay autistic lizard boy sarnax T^T)

It feels unfair how everyone else around me seems to play their human role effortlessly, and whenever I try too it feels to me like fighting against the current of my own nature. Like it is something that's built in within my soul. I know in my rational mind that there exist many others that feel the same, maybe they're just better at hiding it. But I can't help but wish I could change to be anyone else, or even better just not exist in this reality at all. It feels like the never ending passage of time in this life is dragging me by my feet while I struggle to get back up.
I look at my peers joyously living in the moment while I have to fight my own thoughts trying to numb myself from feeling and overthinking about my thinking just to be able to pretend to keep up with them. They dance happily on the stage while I vacantly watch from the back yearning for that same motion, that same glow of life in their eyes. I know how self-centered this way of viewing things is, but I can't change it. I wish I could, after all it is probably the solution to this problem. I feel so disconnected. Even the days where I feel so euphoric like I could do anything become just another part of journey that leaves me even more drained afterwards.
The count on how many times I said "feel" must be high, would it be better if I couldn't feel anymore?

I HAD to ask, considering im trans, i'm also gonna have to choose a new name, i was thinking of Kieran, would it be fire??

(if ur thinking of Kieran from Pokemon teal / indigo, yeah i stole it form him.)

In an art course in college my class had a presentation by an artist that specialized in bio art (biology + art) and it was so eye opening cuz I’ve never heard of that in my life!

Basically it’s taking biological compounds like for example kelp plants and turning it into art. The different examples she showed us had very interesting textures, some were leathery some were silicony.

It’s very cool bc it sparks a lot of conversation about the environment & reduces waste.

Have u guys ever encountered something cool you’ve never heard of?

Hey everyone, a new group is now here!

If you are interested in a group where people can share music, talk, or engage with the bossa nova genre and other types of old brazilian music (80s and older), join the "bossa nova + more club"!

Whether it is mpb, samba-canção, velha guarda, boleros, rock, etc. it is all welcome. Bem-vindo!

Was it just me or did ur school randomly have a phase where everyone was obsessed with Wordle lmaooo

That being said, I’ve been getting back into Wordle - even branching out to the Connections and Strands

Any other NY times gamers?

One of Nara Leão's debut albums, shown here! This album, released in 1964, had elements of samba-canção and bossa nova, including the most popular song in this album, "Diz que fui por ai".

This album represented a shifting time in Nara's professional career, where she wanted to focus more on protest songs and traditional Samba elements, instead of bossa nova. This would receive critique from people who claimed that she was too experimental to be changing her genres.

Despite this, it is a really interesting album and it is worth a listen!

Sushi themed collage 🍣 😋 ugh I love salmon sashimi sm

im changing all of my profile dawg this is the kinda vibe i was trynna keep thinking life is gonna work for me, IT DOESNT.

I have officially picked up my grades in school, since I re-orged out of my class and into an easier version. Now I have to do summer school for math to make sure I get the career path I'm aiming for.

It's alright I guess, I DID get a tutor. Just a bit of a bummer considering I also did it last year, so this is my second summer I loose.

ive been taking a break from working on my game lately and ive been making some music and playing games
when november rolls around, i will continue work on the game (hopefully)
anyways, what are you guys doing for halloween this year? if youre dressing up, what as?
are you guys going trick or treating?

There's a Google form going around on Tumblr asking what people's Killing Barney songs were. What version(s) of the song did you grow up with, if any?

AAAAAAAHHH IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm absolutely enamoured with the "Cabaret" musical/movie, and my musical theatre class will do a "Don't Tell Mama" presentation next month where i'm Emcee — all i do is present Sally, be part of the chorus, & make a little participation.

besides being told i nailed Sally's call right in the 1st try, I GOT TOLD I HAVE EMCEE'S VIBE!!!! AND THAT I'D BE A PERFECT MATCH TO PLAY HIM AT A "CABARET" MUSICAL!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE EMCEE SM AND ITS MY **DREAM** TO PLAY HIM SOMEDAY AND THEN I GET THAT AND THERES ALSO THE THING WHEN I TRIED A SMALL "WILKOMMEN" PRACTICE ONCE AND GOT TOLD I WAS DOING THE CHARACTER PERFECTLY AS WELL GRAJDJWJDJJWDIIAJFKAIDJAJDWJJD

Would you rather hold a big spider or an average sized snake?

I'd rather hold a snake. They feel super weird, but in a cool way.

Nervous laughter is social death.


I have this terrible trait, where if someone tells me someone died, I burst out laughing. I promise i dont mean to. It just happens and its happened more times than i can count. Today it happened infront of my friends mom... yeah.

welp.

Anybody got any fun offline mobile game recs? I'm getting bored of the ones i currently play and i know the folks on here got really good taste!
I usually play a girl adrift but mostly when i wanna zone out while doing something repetitive, so i'd prefer ones that are different than that type (☆^ー^☆)

Hiya, everyone! It's been a hot minute since I've been on here, but I have a question that I seriously need answering because I feel like I'm going crazy. So, there's this youtuber named Goose Boose, and I swear he made live stream playing some game that was apart of some arg. It was made to look retro I think? And I'm like 80% sure I watched it all happen live on Twitch. I even remember the creator of the game joining and talking in chat. Unfortunately, I can't remember the name of the arg or if it had a name to begin with. I started thinking about it again for the past few days and finally started to search for it again, but I can't seem to find it. It doesn't seem like anyone's talking about it in any forum either. For the life of me I cannot find this video no matter what I search for. It's starting to make me feel like I dreamed it all up lol. I'd sincerely appreciate anyone's help!

Going to download Genshin Impact on linux laptop, hopefully it works and I can play it properly. Not potato graphics anymore in my phone :)

🦔 Fun fact doomerist recession indicator global warming inflation memes are not substitutes for activism. Go join a local lefty gathering and don't post about it online

🦔 a ref of my sona!!!!

gore-tober day 21: mirror

i find a weird kind of romance and beauty in people going insane

Did they get rid of the vent group? Was there a reason?

Sum waxwell fanart!! I swear hes the only toon ive drawn this good..

If you could hang out with anyone alive/dead for a day, what would u do/who?

I’d probably hang out with some cool artist or smth, definitely someone with a lot of fun stories to tell. Probably eat good food while we’re at it.