summary of my september- 1. got close to 2 unlikely friends through common interests and shared experiences, i genuinely feel like they understand me for who i am and appreciate my existence and not for just what i contribute in their life 2. studying for som bs exams and im genuinely a sweat who decides to take twice the amt of subjects needed 3. distanced myself from someone who i thought would be my friend forever, still makes me kinda sad to think about but there is still hope for reconciliation 4. graduated! i will never have to attend another academic day at my secondary school again
"grief tastes like your name, my flesh would rot off my bones for you, the places our skin meets sizzle and burn, ill crawl out of the grave i begged to be put in just to see you again"
idk i wrote this because i think the ideas of rotting/decomposing is a really cool way to express the fact that one is dead but still clinging on to the living. reading this from the perspective of the other person, its prolly rlly gross LMFAOOO but i guess thats the point?
