Art & drawing, Anime, video games, psychology, writing, bein a chud <3
Music
Probs all time favs r Mitski & Will wood!!! (๑･̑◡･̑๑)
Movies
Sum i <3 r Dps, Tpobaw, Spiderverse movies, most if not all Ghibli movies, Birdman & sm more but maybe wat catches my eye most is anything psychological- also do wanna watch more movies but rly dunno where help (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)
Television
Mha, Gachiakuta, Ohshc, Dandadan, Su, Yokai-Watch, Supa Strikas, Slugterra, Inside Job, Haunted Hotel, MP100, Alnst/Zmst, Arcane, B99 and all the stuff i forgor!! ^ - ^iii
Books
Currently reading Little Women <3
Heroes
Tomura Shigaraki (in a way… idk i luv him sm :’3), Miles Morales, Deadpool, Reagan Ridley. I honestly dunno!
Lazy's bio
Haiiii whoevs is here cuz there arnt many ppl in dis place, like only 3000 smth is crazy… (nvm theres more ppl now <\3) anywayz since dis place is made 4 connecting wit others n allat stuff dis will be long smh, hey but like u can still turn back… pls only read this at your own risk… (ㆀ˘･-･˘)
I don hav a set internet name or wtvz but ig i can be Lazy idek- das all i am fam. I found dis place through an insta reel- u mighta did 2, while doomscrolling, which i was- n das why im here… cuz im bored…
I woulda customised my acc the way i wanted but idfk how 2 make it work D: Im doing ts on my phone so like its worse ig.
Ok so im 14, she/(maybe they)/her and a beginner artist! (Hav been a beginner 4 years bru wth)
Σ(￣。￣ﾉ)ﾉ …sum things bout me ig?? •_o
Big huge thing bout me is dat im very very lost! Idk wat exactly my opinions r and my thoughts r always very jumbled and dunno wat 2 do wit life at all, idk if das gonna get dealt with any time soon but eh. :P
Very socially anxious even online and only able 2 write here cuz like here is kinda quieter than other spaces- idk!
Professional procrastinator/lazy bum, one of the reasons why my phone might be taken every once in a while n i wont be online :0
Picky eater so like fav food is js sweets- or js my fries… i luv them fries. ∩^ω^∩
This guy got sent here outta nowhere- like we didn’t even get any stuff 4 him yet and he’s here after sum circumstances. I don think he shoulda been separated from his mom rn but anyway… We’ll be waiting till tmrw cuz like it’s midnight and no shop is open obv. So rn my sis asked me to come here and ask for a stupid goober name suggestions that fit this stupid goober… idek what he even is tho- he keeps standing there and staring at nothing it’s so funny… also keeps attacking my hands im scared
Is social anxiety actually so much of a bitch that it doesn’t let you go get food even when you wat to really badly? Yuh… like it’s not much different from bring scared to go ask for ketchup except im starving. Like dude im starting to suspect it’s not just the anxiety but my whole body is working against me like bru wuht. Fym you’re too scared to go get sumth 2 eat even when there’s no crowd at the canteen.
Yea and like i rly wanna play vb and i cant do much at home cuz i keep breaking stuff and i wanna play at the break in school but ofc i cant cuz I CANT…
Guys if we actually got an army to fight social anxiety would we beat it or would we be too scared to attack.
Ayo im back, writin dis instead of gettin ready 4 school :3
Yuh hmo cuz the rush of dopamine i get from just seeing a scene i like from mha should not be real- let alone when it’s a char i love… dude there was literally a time where i felt it physically and my heart would actually ache as i write wtv stupid oc lore that included anything abt Dabi or Hawks… im still as obsessed but at least it doesn’t seem like i’ll get a friggin heart attack lmao
Ok so like only on my rewatch of the miraculous world movie- tales of shady bug and claw noir- that i came up with two miku refs or smth…
First is ladybug js looked like miku with them ponytails lol, and the second is when she went to the other universes to stop monarch from stealing the miraculous from the other miraculous holders in the other worlds n stuff— in that i was like ‘DOES THAT MEAN EVERY LADYBUG AND CAT NOIR IS CANON? HATSUNE MIKU REF?’
Am i not engaged with the fandom enough to know that everyone knows this or did i make allat up..
Side note i’d like 2 share is i yell smth like “gacha life ass oc” every time i see that celesticat transformation, any1 can see the vision obv
Does anyone feel like there could be someone out there with like almost the exact same emotions you feel every day or the other and always think no one understands- and that stranger person feels them in such a similar way to the way u do and u feel sad dat ur probs never gonna meet them? Like ever? Cuz i feel like there r a lotta other ppl who think dat way!!
Waddup the other 9 ppl in dis place- ok so idk if it has a more specific name but it’s smth bout religious guilt, fun right?
I might be gay as hell but whenever my lil sis asks me anything about that stuff i feel really guilty about informing her of anything, same for when shes like ‘im gay hehe’ or sees anything queer as normal- which she does 4 everything. Not that id prefer her hating it- twas rly annoying when she was like dat, but i also feel like its wrong of me to normalise it 4 her.
It makes me feel like im js saying wrong things and making her believe it. Cause like its a sin in this religion and im doing sum rly bad thing whenever i tell her bout dis stuff.
All i can say as the me who can’t explain feelings at all is dat it makes me feel like im doing something wrong, the sentence is rly small and simple but the feeling is rly bad idk how 2 explain, religion rly be doin u like dat lol
Yea idk wat i wanted 2 say bru dis feeling is annoying and weird & i don understand it much ig das all.
Dude im home alone & im hearing stuff, as always, but like now its worse cuz my whole feed’s been all abt horror stuff 4 2 days and like i cant help but watch it so yea i did dis 2 myself…
Im hearing smth dat sounds like cracking limbs, so my lil brain wants 2 imagina dat big lanky creature with long limbs. Or maybe skin walkers. I should not say dat they’ll prob be summoned lol
Guys does any1 here play pubg? I js redownloaded it cuz of nostalgia ig and im js playing solo, also im asking cuz it feels like every player there is a bot lol
Gonna write this here instead of the lounge cuz idk maybe ppl don rly feel like reading abt religion and god rn.
Rewrite, I wrote and wrote and realised that i forgot they can’t make a non gender specific word for god cause ‘he’ was always used in the quran. God always refers to himself as he. Why couldn’t he make another name to be used only for god? Since he said that god has no gender cause god is not human, why not put something other than ‘he’ when he literally just could? I know that the arabic language is always gendered but god could easily be the exception, so why isn’t he?
I wanna know why i hate when homophobic ppl ignorantly engage with queer content, like as in they don’t know its queer, they like it, and if they find out it is- they will hate on it like its the worst sin god has written abt. Idk why they annoy me sm when i probably get into content that has roots i don’t agree with 2—
i mean we’re all more ignorant than we know or like to admit no matter how much we try not to be, idk?
Also dunno if saying that who’s specifically on my mind being arab ppl and Mashrou Leila is useful context.
Me being annoyed by that sounds as stupid as being annoyed that ppl don’t know that some famous old painter with world-wide known paintings was probs gay or smth.
Does sum1 understand any proper sentence i js said cuz i dont think i do much…
How come i haven’t seen Good Boy & Breaking Character untill now? HOW COME- THEYRE SO GOOD DUDE ITS AMAZING??? Im so glad ive been blessed with being able to see so i could watch masterpieces like dat- idk theyre rly good yall im watching other stuff 2 like stuff dat pops outta nowhere & ive never seen them short films r gold
Oml i cant put in words how good imagining wtv char u like in public is- its hell how uncomfortable i am in my skin outside & then i imagine like Tomura makin fun of me 4 bein so scared or smth & i js get a fleeting feeling of safety ts crazy :3
Heya can anyone like go 2 yt & watch lower the volume? I js watched it & i js feel like somethings missing but idk wat it is- or like did any1 see it already?
I FINALLY DARED 2 GO WRITE A FIC AGAIN YIPPEEEE… like rn, i hope i actually know what the char says next and it doesn’t become one of the many fics in my notes with a mountain of dust over it…
Like, most of us like sum validation, im no exception- so idk how my hate 4 my writing made me delete dat one fic after like i day or so when twas js being read more & sum1 saying they rly liked it… im still sorry 2 dat one commenter lol i hate when my bookmarked fics get deleted 2
Also i love dat fic i deleted twas supposed 2 have sm importance on the characters’s developing feelings for each other & there was smth like co-dependency in a way later on and commiting war crimes and allat cool stuff & now its rotting in my notes app… im crine
Tmrws the first day of yearly hell (school obv) (also first day cuz i didn’t go yesterday which was the actual first day) I heard sm shit abt how bad dat public school im goin 2 is- cuz like all public schools r bad in dis country- & like private schools r wat normal schools should be. Anyway yea they told me all ts i got on my bag will be stolen, dat i prob might get roped into trouble & dat yes the girls there ARE dat terrible & the teachers, 2 say it frankly, r gon be bitchy- so like pray for me ig? If ya don believe in dat the thought is enough lolz
Anyway look wat i did here. The eng one was completely random- i js threw stuff at it, the french one was js “Fr” n then i wrote it as “freak” but like wrong on purpose- OK WTV I SHOULD SHUT UP YA BYE!! :’|
Dude its so hard to go absolutely anywhere when u have anxiety pls why ts so annoying…
like i was js in dat always busy place in dis city & js walking made me wanna kms… also anxiety nd im with sum random & not sum1 i can follow around as if im lost? Its def my special hell.
anyway look wat i got from sum other bad & also busy place- their colors r off but theyre mine so no u cant bully them. And yes its a they.
FINALLY OUT 4 BOOKS. Ok so far i js went 2 1 library n found only 1 from my list (the stranger- Albert Camus)- although i saw dat they had dps and dune on their insta acc i was too friggin shy 2 ask i hate myself- anyway ill see wat other books ill find in other places cya!!!! :’D
We went 2 sum more libraries & ig das enough 4 2day. Ok so at one library i went to the guy told me 2 write the books titles on his computer 2 see if they have them- i wrote like def most of em and found nothing sumhow- dude theres more than 40 books even the man was shocked there were none.
Anyway maybe half the books i got werent on my list but das wat i found- ALSO WHY IS THERE SM COLLEN HOOVER HERE?? Like most if not every library i checked had her books… back 2 my books- i found crime & punishment, first hunger games book, little women & the odyssey
Actually reading this only 2 books were from my list… wtv- and + a sketchbook! Ok dude i rly want sum way 2 order from outside… not only 4 books but also manga- only dat new library we went 2 had any manga & they only had death note. Yea btw the ppl there seemed cool i wanna go again sumtime heh
Crashing out cuz my brain keeps giving me hints of the taste of foods ive eaten be4 and cant eat anymore- LIKE DUDE WHY PLS IM CRAVING DAT. And the times i don even know what food im thinking of i js luv the taste im imagining… ts so annoying im makin noodles.
HEYA!! look wat i js made! I was bored so i wanted 2 try 2 make js one- its been more than a year since i did my own nails- andd its js annoying 2 have these so i def wont do all of em… anyway i hit the shrimp pose harder than i do when i draw js 2 still highkey botch it… but it aint gonna stay anywayyy so who cares— also im eating mango ice cream rn yum
Adoroza sticker i slapped here!! I intend 2 cover dis pole with stickers… sumhow… we all start somewhere ig. Yea & abt dat- i wanna digitalise sum graffiti of mine, make it into stickers & put em wherever i wanna- like if it happens again in a blue moon and i go out on a walk with sum1, i will spread my stickers like a disease :3
Kinda context?: the internet’s been crap ever since we came 2 dis country and most of my games including zzz wouldnt open 4 months & now we made it like higher? But like zzz finally opened AND I CHOOSE HUGO FROM DAT FREE SELECTION THING (flippin luv him IVE BEEN WAITINNNG <3) ANDDD I GOT REMIELLE ON MY 30TH PULL OML GAAAAHHHHHH I MISSED DIS PLACE!!! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡
Now that im finally diving into the stamps&blinkies stuff i cant stop going into every website i find :3 but so far i still havent found any zzz stuff- any1 know where i can find video game stamps? -_-b
Idek if it’s a popular song or not but El Mundo by Pablo López- only heard of it from dat one no im not human animatic and now every time i play it it comes back 2 my on repeat- ^^
Bein a picky azz eater sucks cuz ive been cravin pasta 4 days n i don like most kinds of pasta, alsoo the one i make is like- don boo me… but its ketchup pasta… i don even like it bru i js keep makin it <\3
My first attack on art attack- not art fight, art attack!! I think dis goober looks cute so here she is! Her name’s LéLé and she belongs 2 errornotinprogress
My first time doin dis lineless thing, made the hands way easier- or maybe cuz theyre sum kinda claws
