Soleil ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀

lowk i despise myself

there is deep loathing in myself for my ability to love so easily and see the best in everyone yet not to have a care in the world for myself

im sickening to think about i desire to throw up when the sight of me appears in the mirror how can people see me and ever see past the surface image?? is there ever really anything past the image of a hollow shell anyways??

feeling a false sense of productivity because i made a group and interacted with people but i have absolutely noooo schoolwork done and it’s so bad i don’t wanna do all that augh

better photo sighhh

can u tell i love this drawing (i love anything till fr) 🤤🤤

i want to stop liking people but i just feel everything so strongly what do i even doooo…

i can’t be dumb this schoolyear i gotta lock in and STOP HAVING UNATTAINABLE CRUSHES (or crushes in general because i knoooow i’m way out of everyone’s leagues eughh)

dawg im so silly i can literally yumeship it’s perfect waittt. if i grab my most wonderful favorite character and yumeship with them i’m technically cheating when pursuing another person (a REAL one) which i’d NEVER do heh.. i’m literally so smart #delusional

#yearnerfinalbossproblems #sigh #iluvhimlowk

i’m having too much fun with this actually because i can just spam my wall with random bs and it’d be so silly


yk what else is silly?? i was in such a horrible mood about a day ago my recovery stats are auto upgrading heh

is it corny to say heh i swear i mean it in a joking way ouhhhakshaks

ykww i was looking at my profile on my tv’s browser and i’m lowk cool because wdym i made all this awhhh

i’m so cool it’s just that i’m in a loser body with loser characteristics and actually, i may be a loser BUT at least i’m a loser with a cool profile heh…

sighhh online classes are soo borninggg

dude i was lowk supposed o be alone w the huzz because my two other groupmates were absent but just as we were going int the breakout rooms to discuss our project a bumbling fool- our other groupmates were absent, I mean, had come in late so ARGHHH i missed out on an opportunity of a lifetime lowk sighhh

lowk relieved though because i knoooow that wouldn’t have ended up well anyways huhuu

guyss... he's so cute it actually like physically hurts to interact with huzz there's an actual ache i get in my soul my heart whenever he's close and we talk or whatever ughh

he's so wonderful it should be illegal arghh im maddd..

BWAHH so many people viewing my profile but only a few sending me friend reqss cmonn don't be scared to talk to me^^ im super friendlyy and i love to talk to others as much as i like to listen hehe

byebies!!!

hi guys, this is my first post!!

starter question: what’s everyone’s favorite colors, and why? or, what’s a color you feel represents you the best?

For me, I’d say a nice lil sage green, any light blue or pink shade, because they’re something light and simple, i could say easygoing and bubbly yet calm. I’m pretty friendly and eager to meet new ppl, even though i might be shy at times, so that’s why i chose the colors i mentioned!!

yayay excited to read replies, byebies!! - xoxo, soleil <33

ouhh i realized didn't have an intro yet ouuh

hi guys!! I'm Gabby, that's what most of everyone ik calls me, but i'd love to be referred to as soleil / sol !! so much cuter and more me..

i like to draw, uhh i like fashion (hella versatile, i lowk just wear anything in my closet but i try to make do with what i have hehe o.0 ouhh i like to read too, anything dark, morbid, or psychological i'd fold instantly for people that could share my appreiation for the taboo and macabre <33

some songs i've been listenin to recently: Linger - The Cranberries, Sweat - Zayn, Take a Bite + Beaches - Beabadoobee, New York Minute - Don Henly, In My Room - Grant Lee Buffalo, and lots more!!

anyways, i'm here primarily to meet new people, socialize, and see the world from an new perspective!! looking forward to making now friends with all of you, don't be shy to send me a friend request and talk to me abt anything!! I'm as much as a good listener as i am a yapper, and im always eager to talk to new people.

Thanks for your time, and i hoep to talk to you all soon!! xoxo, soleil <3

if you had to describe your current mood with a song, what would it be? 0.o

mine’s Linger by The Cranberries, i’m just so love sick and i’m fr yearning so bad.. yearning final boss ahh (๑-﹏-๑)