my friends in my trades school are so nice like im going to cry ( of happiness dw) like one day i said i hated the shape of my face and then they're like no it's so cute and shit and it got me giggling and shit 😻 like today they found that i scribbled on my ID card bc i didn't like the photo on it and they somehow erased it and said aw look it's baby me ( like what) but like my education school friends told me that someone thought i looked ugly and then looked at me for a good second not saying anything except "she can't be talking" my trades friend group is a lil odd in a not really good way but at least they don't hint to me that im ugly😭 this is why i don't like school
whenever i tell people i don't have a phone "Oh your so lucky" no I'm not, you don't understand how i feel every single day especially when the person that won't give you the phone keeps on talking about it,legit PLAYING in your face. " I want to give it to you but i can't " "whenever i see a kid with a phone i think of you" " if you had a phone you'd be addicted " it fucking sucks and im 16 years old btw about to turn 17, in 4 months i literally cannot do anything i look for college/other resources "you need a phone number" a program I'm in i needed a phone to scan a qr code and I couldn't do it and i had to embarrass myself in front of the whole class and then you needed a phone number afterwards "what about those temporary numbers you can get"that doesn't work for me bc I don't have a normal device, I get scared telling people i don't have a phone literally when i people they made fun of me I can't do this anymore, i want to get a bunerphone but i can't get it online bc my mom sees everything i buy on my card, and i can't fet it irl bc i live in the middle of buttfuck nowhere and i can't go outside bc my mom hates me
my mom threatened to clean my closet i was going to fix it anyway this weekend but she just loves minding my business.. anyway what's something interesting you found out recently i jst found out flies poop when they land on things 3
everyone ik / see is in a relationship now😔 what abt ME but like it's okay bc i don't have a phone ( i will never get it bc my mom hates me) and my mom doesn't let me go outside except if i have to go to school or when she forces me to go to church so a relationship wouldn't work rn anyway #iwantfreedom #ihatemyteenageyears
my friends got mad at me for saying "i like age gaps if im younger one and the age gap was to be max 2 years " i didn't get to finish they cut me off at the younger one part like im sorry?? these guys always be dating people in a lower grade than them like that's better.. if you think my preference is wrong that is too idc. i used to judge but im mostly confused, do we not see the immaturity gap ts can be MASSIVE even if someone is the same age as you ( and im just talking about high school / secondary school btw bc u get better when ur an adult i assume) and now their saying i want to get gr**med like NO?? I was just saying that bc my experience with dating ppl younger than me was exhausting/ annoying and I'd rather not deal with that anymore yeah i probably said that wrong but like i don't have that type of vocab downloaded T-T
uhm guys the trajectory of what i find attractive has changed and now i CAN'T stop thinking about it...there's just something about goatees idk 😻 im like kicking my feet just thinking about this good thing this is private!
had to read the most brain dead reply ever. on this website i have friends on i wrote "i wanna dress more feminine" and my friend was like "is that really [my name]" (like wdym??) and i was like what? is there a problem and he was like"u dont act fem meaning u cant dress fem" this mf does not know me irl,also how does one act fem?? tell me I'm not the only one thinking this is pure bs. like you can't dictate what is feminine right???
