my friends in my trades school are so nice like im going to cry ( of happiness dw) like one day i said i hated the shape of my face and then they're like no it's so cute and shit and it got me giggling and shit 😻 like today they found that i scribbled on my ID card bc i didn't like the photo on it and they somehow erased it and said aw look it's baby me ( like what) but like my education school friends told me that someone thought i looked ugly and then looked at me for a good second not saying anything except "she can't be talking" my trades friend group is a lil odd in a not really good way but at least they don't hint to me that im ugly😭 this is why i don't like school
whenever i tell people i don't have a phone "Oh your so lucky" no I'm not, you don't understand how i feel every single day especially when the person that won't give you the phone keeps on talking about it,legit PLAYING in your face. " I want to give it to you but i can't " "whenever i see a kid with a phone i think of you" " if you had a phone you'd be addicted " it fucking sucks and im 16 years old btw about to turn 17, in 4 months i literally cannot do anything i look for college/other resources "you need a phone number" a program I'm in i needed a phone to scan a qr code and I couldn't do it and i had to embarrass myself in front of the whole class and then you needed a phone number afterwards "what about those temporary numbers you can get"that doesn't work for me bc I don't have a normal device, I get scared telling people i don't have a phone literally when i people they made fun of me I can't do this anymore, i want to get a bunerphone but i can't get it online bc my mom sees everything i buy on my card, and i can't fet it irl bc i live in the middle of buttfuck nowhere and i can't go outside bc my mom hates me
my mom threatened to clean my closet i was going to fix it anyway this weekend but she just loves minding my business.. anyway what's something interesting you found out recently i jst found out flies poop when they land on things 3
everyone ik / see is in a relationship now😔 what abt ME but like it's okay bc i don't have a phone ( i will never get it bc my mom hates me) and my mom doesn't let me go outside except if i have to go to school or when she forces me to go to church so a relationship wouldn't work rn anyway #iwantfreedom #ihatemyteenageyears
my friends got mad at me for saying "i like age gaps if im younger one and the age gap was to be max 2 years " i didn't get to finish they cut me off at the younger one part like im sorry?? these guys always be dating people in a lower grade than them like that's better.. if you think my preference is wrong that is too idc. i used to judge but im mostly confused, do we not see the immaturity gap ts can be MASSIVE even if someone is the same age as you ( and im just talking about high school / secondary school btw bc u get better when ur an adult i assume) and now their saying i want to get gr**med like NO?? I was just saying that bc my experience with dating ppl younger than me was exhausting/ annoying and I'd rather not deal with that anymore yeah i probably said that wrong but like i don't have that type of vocab downloaded T-T
uhm guys the trajectory of what i find attractive has changed and now i CAN'T stop thinking about it...there's just something about goatees idk 😻 im like kicking my feet just thinking about this good thing this is private!
had to read the most brain dead reply ever. on this website i have friends on i wrote "i wanna dress more feminine" and my friend was like "is that really [my name]" (like wdym??) and i was like what? is there a problem and he was like"u dont act fem meaning u cant dress fem" this mf does not know me irl,also how does one act fem?? tell me I'm not the only one thinking this is pure bs. like you can't dictate what is feminine right???
i HATE it when i get this crazy theory in my head but my vocabulary isn't good enough to explain it well so i just write the idea/theory down and never expand on it bc i just can't think of the words 😔
omg im so happy so my school has this program thingy that lets you leave early to go to another school to do trade stuff ( trade school for highschoolers /secondary schools so like today we had to build a tower out of spaghetti for shits and giggles and i was paired up with two ppl and like we became like the bestest friends and vibed so hard i can't wait to go back tomorrow
idek if this is the right place but like is there anyone that has had trouble figuring out what they want to do career wise ? What things helped you besides finding jobs that relate to your interest since those aren't really going to be an option for me as a full time job
so like ive been saying to the majority of my friends (online and real life) that were twins, but like around a month ago i lwky found my actual almost 90% twin it's actually so fun like yesterday for example i found out our town situations are like the same and like today i found out our names start with the same letter (what are the odds bc that nvr happens 2 me) im actually so excited to find out more abt possibly my almost accurate twin the only thing is like our personalities are lwky different lmao. has anyone else gone thru this?
one of my least favorite genre of people are the minors who expose themselves explicitly for nitro, robux, etc to older people you guys respectfully need serious help,stuff like this is dangerous
i cant attach myself to any fandoms of things i like bc i feel like majority of fandom spaces aren't like they used to be and some ppl are like insane (emphasis on SOME bc i don't want to get cancelled gyulp.) and like every time i consider joining a fandom the universe shows me a sign that it's not good idea rn 😺
im wo fucking fuming right now so like i found a lot of is not real supports on kids website ( don't ask me) so im just free Palestine is not real government SUCKS and this mf comes after me qnd start debating and bro was making shit in kettle and NOW they said if you knew history BITCH YOU DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO TALK PAST OF THE IS NOT REAL CONFLICT AND NOW UR SAYING PALESTINE STARTED IT NO NOOO YES PAN ARABISM DID ATTACK IS NOT REAL BUT IT WASN'T PALESTINE YOU FUCKING IDIOT and NOW I CAN'T EVEN SAY SHIT BC THIS MF REACHED THE THREAD LIMIT AND IT LOOKS LIKE IM GIVING UP IM NOT LOSING TO A 13 YEAR THAT DOESN'T KNOW SHIT sorry guys i had to let this out
ive gone a full week without touching discord i decided to check it today and none of my friends checked on me lwky i could probably disappear for a month and my notifications on everything would be dry lmao
new slang drop!!! made by urs truly (aka me aka niko) "divalicious" it means when you see something or someone that has diva aura and they always eat at whatever they do ( like the 4+4 type shi not actually food 😭) this is a purely platonic word ( i really hope this hasn't existed b4 bc i will die/j)
had a really big scare a few days ago i friend that i ended with on bad terms in june(?) started joining some of the discord servers i am in and im just like ew why and they probably aren't trying to contact me but im concerned about who they're going to contact bc they were really weird with me and i don't want anyone else to experience that I can't really do anything about it but slowly watch them join more gyulp
do u guys like cooking? i do kinda only for myself today my mom made me cook for everyone i hated it the whole time i don't blame her because she started to go back to work and i dont mind helping her its just cooking for yourself and cooking for other people is way different because when you cook for others you have to think for their needs instead of yours and like i dont really know what everyone in my family likes in food except like my mom kinda, but today i really didnt feel like cooking so i think the food wont taste very good so it might go to waste and thats not good oh well heres my dog ^_^
i saw this amazing miku cosplayer on insta and then i looked into the comments "but miku white" the cosplayer was black. FIRST of all you said it wrong second of all HATSUNE MIKU ISN'T FUCKING WHITE SHE'S JAPANESE MADE IN JAPAN HER ORIGINAL VA/ VOICE BANK IS JAP.AN.NESE
now im not asian but we can probably all agree that the asian race isn't white and will never be white Asians are people of color(correct me if im wrong)
its so sad to see people being thrown to the wolves because of their hex codes like damn and it always be the same ppl that love Brazilian miku or something
hiii guys you guys could do something amazing and like help me by doing 1 simple thing ( ik crazy) u drop a character/object/person whatever you desire and ill make it a graphic design ( you can check my style in my pf) and like it helps me branch out and try new thingys go ppl GO ( not guaranteed to finish them all but I'll try, there is no deadline) okai bye ^__^/
guys HELPPP im trying to put a song on my pf and its not working it says its not the right file type i checked its deff a mp3 file and its under 10MB or wtv its called i just wanna put my songy 😔
idk if i can post this here but sorry i had this weird ass interaction with some one i posted something about my BED as a milestone to trying to combat it for myself and i mentioned that it was for me and this random is like " no one cares why are you posting this.. " why are you here lmao😭 really weird has anyone else gone through this?
hihi this is my first post i found this website from insta i wanna make a cool page but i gotta learn hmtl or wtv its called first uhh i make graphic designs so like you should check it out okai bye -3-/p
